He is my sweetheart JOE.

he is just a small little things. A good friend of human. he will protect you whenever you in danger . Accompanny you whenever you are sad. Making his pitiful face when you are mad. he is greedy of food . he just will sit there until we feed him if not he just will bark . Someone told me takecare-ing a pet dog that wont give you sadness mostly but of course one day he not there (CHOI). My life become colourful because of him . When i am sad , lonely or having some heartfelt. He really is the one making some fool or stupid action (not small laugh is big and very loud) Every happiness he made i really treasure alot. Thanks to him . My dad , my mom and bro cherish him alot too. Playing with him is one of the important activity in my life. (He important than my boyfriend <in future> ) Nowadays I m not very happy with my life, Try to telling someone, but no ones want to hear, mybe it is just a small little case that no ones want to know . But anyways i know its my own stupid trouble , but still making me be insane of that. Of course i forget everything after i back home. Because of sweetheart joe. I asked my best friend or should i say my lou po ( she is miss fong puiyin) i think she dont mind i wrote her full name . haha. I asked her a question like this , actually was a long message. " Why people just dont understand me?" She answered, " Why you want people to understand , Why dont you understand youself more?" whoo. A good answer right? She didnt anwer me but gave back a question behind. She wrote many meaningful thing in that 4 pages sms. i do realize and from that moment onwards i will try and i trying now. But day after day , i know i cant be so strong anymore mybe its because i m a person that love to think. Mybe i just need to make things easier. I hate going school nowadys , why just people love to set some school rule after sevenday will demerit mark ? I dont want to go sch laaaaa. I going to seventeen , IZIT VERY HAPPY ? yes, is just because i will learn car on saturday . YES! what about a birthday party? I dont know but whether there has a party or not .. Or i just celebrate at home with joe, I dont mind, who coming, who in the party i will cherish because of them , IF, really thanks for making some happiness in my life 

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你坐着 却伤感着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着
你知道真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

there is always a lie there. Dont ever feel sad about it. Those K3D 's friends are my happy nut. They let me feel warm and laugh everytime when i am sad. Thanks. I really miss you all every moment when i feel alone and angry. CAN school open a K4D again? Puiyin and Me wanted you all beside us. haih.